HELPPP!

(Throwaway account) Hi my name is Star (18ENBY) and I like this person.. (18M) and I don’t know how to tell him. I am constantly giving him hints that I still (YEA STILL) we dated last year for 4 days and then his (ex)friends made him block me while I was on a school field trip. (I cried for so long over it) We have been off and on talking and I don’t think he realizes I still love him. The issue is his new friends hate me because I am “wierd” and I really want his attention. I care so much about him and I am in the car headed home typing this up. I wanna send him a huge ass paragraph admitting my feelings to him but I don’t wanna ruin our friendship. He absolutely adores me (btw) so I am not worried about him. I am more concerned about ruining our friendship cause we already went through friends to strangers too many times and it made me sad.

Update 1: after awhile of going back and forth with him he finally realized I like him after I pointed out the obvious, HE LIKES ME TOO (WHAT THE FRICK) We are talking about making it official but it’s still on the table.

Update 2: WE ARE TOGETHER! We made it official yesterday (same day this post came out) and he said he is so happy I told him. He was kk da do the same thing as me. (Ignoring the feelings till they go away cause he wasn’t sure if I liked him back) But yeahhh!